cry your tears in the dark
coz then tears are my only companion.
and i dont know what to do coz i didnt mean for it to be this way.
i dont mean to make you cry i never meant to make myself cry either... i just do...
and well snce i cant do it there. then. here?
then no one will think things they arent supposed to...
gloria/shao/deb/wo_Olie/lyn/chanyi and alot of other people are flying off in early november to like chiangmai/newzealand/china. and of course when they come back on the 17/18 we're going to pick them up from the airport camp over at the airport and pick the next batch of people up.
and then the still-planning year end GEP party at shao's house. and some sort of camp over i figure. (coz we're all too lazy to book some chalet though we have like 100++ dollars left over from last year's history drama after donating 500 to the school, spending alot more on last years chalet/bbq and then some heavenly marshmallow cake this year) we actually wanted to stay in school but kuo was like "uncle jack is gonna be damn pissed at you coz you make him have to deactivate the alarm...etcetc" so we decided not to.
and then our "personal" chalet which will prolly be the one i enjoy the most. like last year when the guys said the toilet was haunted. and walking in the rain and comng back to hot chocolate wonderfully prepared by ttwt and amanda. and the nice bath and freezing feet and the best night ever. and when i freaked them out the next night by suddenly popping up and waking up. ohwell. hmmm
izzat all? i dunno. i wanna go for some x'mas party. like last year. (: it was fun. though eventually i was left stranded and allalone with like how many guys coz GLORIA WONG and yuechin like went off so early. i didnt mind so much coz at least i knew like daddy/addie kor though addie kor daoed me the entire time please. and they had the freakiest pool friend ever who started screeching coz he was TOP half naked when me and glo went downstairs. but i figure i liked it most afterdinner. yeah. afterdinner. hmmmlast year was alot prettier than this year.i wonder what next year will be like...?
i jus. wanted to reflect. i just. wanted to. i didnt. i dont know. i didnt mean to. i just...
...
it was just a break.
and now i feel all alone. again
if its meant to be yours it'll be yours. if its not meant to be yours itll never be yours.
and i dont know what to do coz i didnt mean for it to be this way.
i dont mean to make you cry i never meant to make myself cry either... i just do...
and well snce i cant do it there. then. here?
then no one will think things they arent supposed to...
gloria/shao/deb/wo_Olie/lyn/chanyi and alot of other people are flying off in early november to like chiangmai/newzealand/china. and of course when they come back on the 17/18 we're going to pick them up from the airport camp over at the airport and pick the next batch of people up.
and then the still-planning year end GEP party at shao's house. and some sort of camp over i figure. (coz we're all too lazy to book some chalet though we have like 100++ dollars left over from last year's history drama after donating 500 to the school, spending alot more on last years chalet/bbq and then some heavenly marshmallow cake this year) we actually wanted to stay in school but kuo was like "uncle jack is gonna be damn pissed at you coz you make him have to deactivate the alarm...etcetc" so we decided not to.
and then our "personal" chalet which will prolly be the one i enjoy the most. like last year when the guys said the toilet was haunted. and walking in the rain and comng back to hot chocolate wonderfully prepared by ttwt and amanda. and the nice bath and freezing feet and the best night ever. and when i freaked them out the next night by suddenly popping up and waking up. ohwell. hmmm
izzat all? i dunno. i wanna go for some x'mas party. like last year. (: it was fun. though eventually i was left stranded and allalone with like how many guys coz GLORIA WONG and yuechin like went off so early. i didnt mind so much coz at least i knew like daddy/addie kor though addie kor daoed me the entire time please. and they had the freakiest pool friend ever who started screeching coz he was TOP half naked when me and glo went downstairs. but i figure i liked it most afterdinner. yeah. afterdinner. hmmmlast year was alot prettier than this year.i wonder what next year will be like...?
i jus. wanted to reflect. i just. wanted to. i didnt. i dont know. i didnt mean to. i just...
...
it was just a break.
and now i feel all alone. again
if its meant to be yours it'll be yours. if its not meant to be yours itll never be yours.
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