breakaway

why is it like that...?

why are you making me feel so awful...?

its just one day after my birthday...

making up for lost time...?

do you know how many times ive cried-
and do you even care...?

i dont like continuously blocking myself out.

pretending im not hurt when i am.

pretending to be okay.

so that i dont start quarrelling with you.

but why do you always have to make it this bad?

why do you have to?

whywhywhywhwywhywhywhy?

im blocking you out so i can be myself again.

but why must it be this way

i need sweet release.

i cant go on this way its not doing me any good.

let me go.

you're not making me happy you know that?

you're torturing me.

you're hurting me at the expense of your own happiness.

and id be hurting you at the expense of mine.

just let go.

i want to stop crying over you. i want to stop crying because of you. i want to stop crying for you.